Okay my brain is still in pain, it’s starting to feel like a constant painful state, as if feel bad chemicals have taken over my head, I can feel pressure for real, my eyes are heavy, jaw hurts and head constantly feels like how you feel when you cry, that pressure in your skull and veins, some release of chemicals that you can feel releasing.. endorphins.. they put you to sleep like state.. and then the stress and pressure again.

Starting back on Nexito, would be better if my brain don’t changes again to pain house. I just want to feel a normal day, and focus on day-to-day. And not think anything. Just be that school kid again who didn’t care much about anything, except wonder in the books, and yum food and making a paper lizard crawl up the wall with threads. I want that kid back.