I have been hating A, more and more. Some days i just miss him and everyday I wonder if he found the girl. If I really need to forget him now. Why is the hate not strong enough. They say,neuroscientists that opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference. I wonder if I can forget him. He is definitely getting married. Probably my love wasn’t enough, I’m almost always sad and dull. There are better women out there ready for next phase of life, already doing well.