I found him in my block list, I could see his picture. Makes me wonder if he didn't really delete all my contacts. I open my block list zoom into that picture and close it back. I'm unable to like anyone other than soldiers, then I feel I must be crazy. Been 6-7 days straight days I have been imagining being hurt, now I feel, I hope this want is not a symptom to something serious. Something more serious than my currently marked red and little blue, my hands freeze to go harsher than that, I wish someone could just do that to me.